My Account

Just now, I am doing my account tuition works..
I open the books, read the question and try to do..
but I cannot understand what it is asking..

I keep reading the question again and again,
and refer back what I have did..

Actually its doing the same things that I have do before..
but I really forget those things.. Even though I still remember now, in exam I sure will forget again..!

I don't know what am I doing now!~
wasting time, wasting parents money...!
I felt so ashame and sorry to them~~~~ x[

I am so worried about my account..
I really can't do and understand account.
I think it is because of in BM language. Im very very weak in BM.
I don't how to go for spm..!
I want to drop this subject,but if is drop, my spm only have 8 subjects....

I still not yet finish my tuition works now, don't know how to explain to my teacher..

Haizzzz..... so worried~~! SAD!
T.T really wanna CRY....!!!
What Can I DO NOWWWW?!?!?!?!!!!??!!! ;(