Monday, 26 April 2010

11days of my new life

mum is ready to FLY..........!
wuuhoooo~!!!
Mum happy and I also happy. hahaa!
she happy is because she is going to travel abroad, and I happy is because of can get present from mummy~!! Yes lar....yes~! x)

mum go for 11days start from tomorrow(27th)
haizzz.. totally Im not happy actually, cause she is not by my side, I will very miss her..! ..Mum! and I have to eat those food is cook by my elder sister. Its unhealthy and delicious la.. x[ I scare she will cook the oily fried rice again. >< HAAAAAA~~~

mum oversea can say is good and bad for me.
she is not here then I can go out ma..until late late or after school go out, without roseau. Hehee. Maybe~~
hope my dream will come true. =P
but nobody date me la... aikssss ;X

Hope time will going fast and fast la, so I can see my mum! :D

Saturday, 24 April 2010

野心嫉妒心

很多东西到底是不是我想的太多,要求的太多,变得自寻烦恼~~
我的野心很大,嫉妒心很重,所以看见别人的生活,学习,社交或其它比我好我都会很嫉妒.
这是一个很不好的性格,我知道.
这颗心跟随了我很多年,我无法抛开它.
我有尝试去改,但是改不了. 不过幸好控制的到,也不比以前糟糕.

我较多嫉妒的是在--朋友方面.
每当我看到他们很多朋友,很亲密我就会开始'发作'.
我也很渴望我会像他们一样.

自从我搬家,我的生活里面也改变了许多,可以说是完全不同~
说真的,我较喜欢以前.是很喜欢超喜欢那个.

看见我前学校的朋友个个都多了很多朋友,友情深厚&学校的设施/教育/环境/人数都跟我校有很大的差别,我的心就渐渐地开始不舒服.
之前是我一直坚持要离开这间学习的! ....我真的很后悔我当时这样做~
每次我看见他们school life pictures我都会去想,如果我还留在那边会否也那么的开心.

Saturday, 17 April 2010

Just now again...~~

Fiona told me she has blog... :D
WoowwwW!!

In this morning Shelly also told me the same thing...
I had visited her blog, but there is empty..

And I visted Fiona blog...
waahuuu... her post.. woohooH.. so SWEET~~!
I love it...! ..my Cutely Fiona~~!!! :**

Friday, 16 April 2010

My Account

Just now, I am doing my account tuition works..
I open the books, read the question and try to do..
but I cannot understand what it is asking..

I keep reading the question again and again,
and refer back what I have did..

Actually its doing the same things that I have do before..
but I really forget those things.. Even though I still remember now, in exam I sure will forget again..!

I don't know what am I doing now!~
wasting time, wasting parents money...!
I felt so ashame and sorry to them~~~~ x[

I am so worried about my account..
I really can't do and understand account.
I think it is because of in BM language. Im very very weak in BM.
I don't how to go for spm..!
I want to drop this subject,but if is drop, my spm only have 8 subjects....

I still not yet finish my tuition works now, don't know how to explain to my teacher..

Haizzzz..... so worried~~! SAD!
T.T really wanna CRY....!!!
What Can I DO NOWWWW?!?!?!?!!!!??!!! ;(

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Happy ECA

today we play 'Truth or Dare'.. huuhuuuuu~
that is so FUN man....!

At first I really scare I will be drwan.. But this is cannot escape..
when I had select by them in the 1st time, I sure will choose true laaaaaaa... HAAA! ;D
and then the second time, I choose dare.

they ask me to kiss a boy..
I dont have any afraid on that time.
but when I near to him I start to feel shy..... >< [omG~~~ thats Crazy man]
I also can see his face become red xD
we both are so awkward...

even though this is just a game I also no courage to do that.
but I still need to complete my task...
and then I tell him 'dont be afraid,will soon be over'...

He keep shouting when I am get ready... he make me sooooooooo nervous!
I have to make it fast, so I took the opportunity that he is not in attention to kiss him.

hahaaaaa... Finally I finish my task! =D
but i heard the kiss sound was very loud... xD psps..

..........disgusting thing coming soon~

I choose dare again on the 3rd and 4th times that I had selected.
the missions include do an excercise and smell a boy neck...
yyuckkkkkkk~!!!
who think this?! huh...?!! ==''
luckily that boy not smelly HEHEEH~

::This game is really FUN... I want to play again next time :D

Monday, 12 April 2010

去了林俊杰的签唱会后,我一直都有在留意报章是否有他的新闻。
今天, 终于给我等到了!喔喉~~~! v^^v

读了报章的内容后,才知道原来他的才刚康复,也由八卦杂志传他断背,所以嚷换女助理。

从报章上我才知道那么多关于他的东西,他不会照顾自己的身体,所以导致胃痛,只要压力大也会胃痛。也因一次感冒导致声带受损。
原订去年七八月推出的专辑,因为他一直没办法录唱,所以延至今年才终于发行。“声带受损时,我一直唱不到《第几个100天》的高音和假音部分,让我很生气自己,然后难过沮丧。羊毫声带后,我在北京竟然只花一个半小时就把歌唱好,那一刹那,经纪人和制作人都落泪了,我自己也很感动。”
[我也替你很感动和开心] =D

JJ出道了那么久从没在大马开演唱会,唉~到底我们得等到什么时候呀?
那天的签唱会还看不够你嘛~~哎哟~~
好想你哦~!=) (=

Thursday, 8 April 2010

Today, I have many unhappy things that has happend...
Im a jealousy person...
Somethings I can't to see and think anymore..
........thats about friendship~
All the thing are changing.... Im scare I will lose them..

And another thing, that is really really Hurt to me...
I don't know why why suddenly he had changed...
changed a lot...~

All these I cannot be accept.. But these are facts...!

You replace them

在朋友之中,你们一直以来都是我心中最要好的朋友,就算你们不把我当第一位....
这是没人能去代替你们的位置的...
因为跟你们相处较久,当时的友情也很深.. 加上我的童年都有你们
我们一起学习,一起开心,一起冒险,一起被罚....
对我来说,当年的回忆真的是个快乐的...
所以我没办法爱上你们 :) 忘不了我们一起走过的日子

但是,最近我发现,我心中的第一位有所改变...
'她'有时比我还单纯,有时就聪明过人...
我觉得她很可怜...
无论是家庭/家境,人缘或人生不好, 她也没埋怨..
就算某人的品格不好,她也不介意别人的眼光怎么看地跟某人做朋友...
被欺负也没什么反抗...

就是因为这样, 我开始关心她,了解她多点,不让别人欺负...安慰她..
慢慢地,我就这样把她当成重要的一位好朋友了....

Monday, 5 April 2010

JJ 林俊杰 签唱会


JJ 林俊杰 100天金河签唱会!!
**10-4-2010 星期六**

哇哈哈~ 好期待喔.... ^^
虽然我是他的粉丝, 但是个不专业的粉丝..嘿嘿!

因为...
没买他的专辑, 也不会唱他的歌...
[很malu噢~~]
所以为了去他的签唱会我现在开始就不停的播放他的个...
边听边拿着歌词簿唱...!

哎哟...
对我这个没记性的人来说有点难度呀....
不过....~! 我会努力努力!!

真希望能与他合照... T.T
[很难咯~~~]

x*** 爱死他 !!!!!! =D